Confession time: I'm not really sure what to do with this space.

I mean, I have a lot of things floating around in my head. I am excited and overwhelmed. I am exhausted and unbelievably content. My house is a mess, my body is a wreck, but my soul is happy. So very very happy.

And I'm really struggling with what to write here. As I progress in my coaching business, my traffic and clients are driven by the internet. I know that. And I'm struggling to figure out what to share here. What to have connected to my name. What to present to the world as my thoughts.

I'm not sure how to balance this. I want to be honest, but I don't want my honesty to drive away you guys that will hopefully be my livelihood. I want to be authentic, but I don't ever want my audience and clients to feel like a burden. I want to share the exciting things I'm doing without this space feeling like an advertisement for my coaching business. I want to be me. I so very very very want to be me, but do I want my potential investors to see me as flawed and sometimes whiney?

I don't know how to balance this. I have no idea.

But I am going to start writing again. I have missed it. I don't know where I will find the time. I was just able to sit down and do it this morning because my watermelon from the grocery store didn't make it to my house. So my 6am-watermelon-cutting time just became a chance to blog.

As I was saying, I don't know when I will write. I don't know what I will write. But I will make writing a more scheduled thing. I need it in the worst way. Even if the posts aren't ever published, the writing will happen.