miami

So right now - when this publishes - I'll be sitting in training. I'll be learning how to be a running coach. But right now - when I'm writing this to procrastinate packing - I'm nervous and antsy and questioning myself. I mean, really. I'm a 6+ hour marathoner. I'm a therapist, not a scientist. There is so much I don't know.

Then I remind myself that I am going to a training to learn. If they expected me to know this already, they'd just give me the test instead of renting a space to teach me and feed me. I'm going to learn.

The only thing I can bring to the table is what I already am.

That's what I have to remember. And know that when I return home from Miami, I'll be able to do more.

I'll be a coach.